Star dog year acid is sweet love road

Who says bogus fair maiden won't have happy

One I became inertial lady, birdie depends on a person, lukewarm talk fine words
The impression that I give a person at first always is " disposition is complaisant, not good at one's words " , but the friend that is familiar with me is unceasingly however like that. Actually, of this kind of idea and essence abhorrent, be not is I do it of purpose, it is really
In those days, I make benefit with the girl is a good friend. She- - the mad girl of fire of fire of wind of a wind. Finish class to be chased after with the schoolboy in corridor run those who fight noisely is accurate have her. But she is mad it is mad, to emotive manner I special appreciation, precipitant, honor permits no turning back, it is a girl that dare love to dare be hated. In those days the schoolboy in school basketball team, the focal peace talks that their every act is schoolgirl attention endowment. Benefit liked to go up in them power, hit out actively, none hoity-toity. It is no matter power the match or training benefit the audience that always draws iron staff. Power clear benefit idea, eventually one day, he trains to did not bathe with someone else together, walked over to sit by us however. Benefit the purpose is achieved eventually, have together with him say to have laugh, and I can be accompanied aside only however sit, slow-witted slow-witted ground listens. I feel " slow-witted slow-witted " , in people look but not so feel. A day, benefit say furiously to me: "Power say with me unexpectedly, he likes tender girl, resemble you in that way, gentle, silent, still let me learn with you. What does he know, I am clear tell him, you far from in that way, you are of outfit then, but he is not believed. " I listen at that time with respect to fire. Of fire is not power saw an eye, however benefit talk so unexpectedly, disclose my false extent. My He Huier quarrelled greatly one, I in those days do not imagine its are substantial at all disclosing gift was to help me.
After this, we and power the contact of a gang person of team is gradually frequent. As a result of inertial, also probably as a result of my heart cause trouble of a few small whim, I just sit in as before listen silently aside, now and then give out " understanding " smile. Before long, benefit tell me secretly, they in those a few people sincere liked to go up I, he says " love to see me most silent the appearance that hears others speech " , still " the eye when liking me to looking attentively at others " . Day, I faint. Does he know not to know my hold back must have many in those days afflictive? ! Chuckle to oneself still can be in my heart- - sincere it is handsome, and the limelight in the school also is to be not had temporarily 2. Very fast, sincere cordial ground expressed state to me, hope I can do his girlfriend. I agreed racily. But subsequently day, I changed not to come back. I still envisage same before aloud to say aloud laugh, I already was not done. I became inertial lady, birdie depends on a person, lukewarm talk fine words. Sincere liked me to arrive the degree of extremely. And I felt however tired, because I already was me no longer. I chose to part company, sincere do not know from beginning to end however why.
2 I can't help Jing gives a suit sweat, as if days flows backwards a few years
Since then, I pledge secretly: Face sentiment, cannot have the least bit camouflage again absolutely. But me what discharge goes pretending, can you have what kind of " experience " ?
The likelihood talks because of love early, that love of middle school period had immune power actually. This immunity force lasts to go up after university and job. The friend says I am " when ought not to be being loved blind do sth over and over again, when should be being loved did not love again. " the age that flash reached to should talk about marriage talking to marry, introduce a friend actively to me in succession. But I am fed up with date this kind of means, two stranger sit together, do not know so called bullshit, decide the other side by the first impression next " life and death " , inequitable to both sides. One dates countless cummer abhors ground summary says, some people obviously him not very the ground, but he still does not look to go up unluckily you, you say this must hurt pride more! I analyse the psychology of myself later, do not want to let such person harm me namely actually, also do not want to let a few outstanding male youths have same harm at the same time. But cannot sustain everybody's egg on, I still saw a few. Basically, I do not have cross-eye of bilateral and incorrect eye, the other side the other side of cross-eye, my cross-eye does not have cross-eye, and a few mode such as bilateral cross-eye are occupied.
What be worth to be carried among them is the story of an approximate jest. A friend of the mother introduced a person to give me, say that person we also are understanding, the Ceng Lai a few years ago crosses our home 3 times two, had given small help. I am only faint remember that person growing very some I am sorry audience, the heart falls not to wish. But maternal friend says, that person also is not willing to date originally, can hear the girl that wants the introduction is me, agreed racily, saying is those a few brief meet he is having good impression to me- - accessibly and lukewarm fine. For this, there was small sensation in my heart, god-given and old hind he still remembers.
But this initial impression is too peripheral, he still does not know I also have or follow gender or harsh one side. Once acquaintance lets me and do not have not close feeling, although I am right his own impression is very ambiguous, meet so I do not have block with respect to the mouth. He introduced him to buy Tian Tongyuan's house to me, more than 100 smooth rice, the house money of hundred thousands of already paid. In hearing his speech faint the interest that showing indication actual strength, I cannot help hitting him: "Since there is hundred thousands of in the hand, must buy economy why on earth applicable room? ! Borrow money, fine house is had a plenty of. " he is not verbal. A little while, he spoke of him to buy nimble newly to amount to again, also be paid car section, still say to plan to change a BMW again to the end of the year. I do not know which muscle to build a fault again, answer him to say: "Be the person that should buy BMW, you that nimble Da Zaitian nods money to be able to open Pasate. Old money victory is amounted to did not help strength, still be inferior to Xiali 2000. " he looks at me questioningly, in discovering I am his memory far from that docile the woman of respectful fine. Later, I just know, when he comes to our home the 2nd times, greet sb with me, I just saw him do not have utter a word, then he feels I am an indrawn and shy woman. Little imagine, actual condition is, jacket air conditioning was being driven in the home that day, there are several workers that install air conditioning in house, I think he is among them one of, also do not know he is talking with me, did not respond him so. Need not explain, our ending cans be imagined.
Still be terrible more once. Good friend of a high school marries, I do a matron of honour, I am alone still in those days. The classmate's parents looks at her daughter to get married, gratified and excited show loving care for doubly to me, marriage banquet go up to pull I ask: "Can you have a boy friend? When to marry? " I deal with: "Not do not have. " uncle aunt continues to examine minutely: "Do you want after all what kind of ah? " I begin bullshit: "I want to seek an army officer, I like a soldier all the time, I want to be able to do leading cadre madam later, and if Shijiazhuang army institute or national defence university graduate, search to be not worn so. " say, the receives no less than word stubble uncle aunt that I leave complete unexpected hastens dodge.